has anyone even noticed that obama kinda rhymes with lasagna? Makes you wonder who is REALLY running this country
So I can’t do my math homework cause my duck fell asleep on my calculator..
send this picture to your teacher they will understand
So tonight was a lot of fun…but of course drinking with friends is always fun. :)
It was my first time in an actual gay bar and it was kinda a big deal. Well Mary’s is a gay bar…so i guess I’m a liar…but that was only one time…anyway…I’ve been in plenty of bars but the place that we went to tonight seemed like a normal bar, like something that I’m used to, except for the drag show that was going on, but it totally wasn’t what I was expecting.
idk…I am totally a child of the media and I totally expected something along the lines of what I’ve seen on television. I think I expected a lot of “judgment” and “inappropriate” behavior but I didn’t notice any at all. Maybe there normally is…maybe it didn’t happen because of the special drag show that was going on.
idk…all I know is that I didn’t get as drunk as I wanted, lol. But idk…”gay” places always puts me in weird moods, partly because of how inexperienced I am in relations, and partly because of certain expectations that are automatically thrust upon me.
My friends and I were discussing a bit tonight about how the place we went to seemed totally normal and not all that different or extraordinary, and we kinda came to the same conclusion that it is because it is expected, because of media and portrayals and such, that we are supposed to be out sexuality.
And I’m just like no. It makes me so mad. I am more than my sexuality. I am a person. Please don’t expect me to act in stereotypical ways. Please don’t put me in a box with boundaries and such. I am a fully fleshed out person.
And I haven’t really experienced a lot of life and stuff, but I really think that I see people actually giving in to these stereotypes and expectations and it makes me uncomfortable because I don’t see myself doing the same. I’m not saying that I’m somehow better or something but I definitely feel like I’m on the outside of something. Like I don’t really belong or something.
I mean, I really had a lot of fun tonight but I guess what I’m saying is that I am still wary of gay bars and such. Until I experience them in more “normal” circumstances and can truly form an informed impression, I don’t think I’ll be completely comfortable.
I do wanna go out again and soon…but I think it’ll be a while. Life is getting in the way and such.
And thanks to Olivia (tasteslikewordsalad) for being our designated driver!!! She put up with a lot. Not necessarily from me since like I said I didn’t get as drunk as I wanted to…but yeah a lot of fun stuff happened. :)